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40 Tracks Before Transition

by Em Brownlowe

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New World 02:29
This is the New World Come stake your claim in the sand In the new world no one ashamed in your heart in your mind in your spirit you will find This is the New World No guilt or pride This is the new World anyone can join If you'll kill off old ghosts that kill off your spirit most you'll kill off all those ghosts to stay. This is your new voice Scream and Shout This is your new price Each day is an art And maybe you'll understand and maybe you'll join us in this land Maybe you'll understand your end.
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Spider Song 03:05
Hey do you wanna see the garden Hey do you wanna see the yard? I've got a story of an old lady she had such an unfortunate fate Now she's caught in a web till her tears flow and ebb Hey do you wanna see the attic ? Hey do you wanna see my room? I knew a story of an old man he made quite the unfortunate mistake now he's caught in a spell until his tears freeze in hell credits from ILLUMINATION (2014), released July 11, 2014 track written recorded performed by Em Brownlowe
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Catastrophe 03:14
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Illumination 04:20
this is no competition this is a premonition start up a conversation now no need for evacuation this is illumination she's found a new religion now there is no constitution this is no intervention throw down your ammunition now there is no resolution this is a revolution this is illumination now When you are finally free and you can finally breathe then you can finally be yourself this is a premonition no need for evacuation throw down your ammunition now start up a conversation this is illumination throw down your ammunition now what if I could reach you... what if I could reach you... when you're finally free and you can finally breathe and you can finally be yourself credits from ILLUMINATION (2014), released July 11, 2014 written performed recorded by Em Brownlowe
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maybe it's you maybe it's me maybe it's all the things inbetween you are so kind you are so sweet i want to glue myself to your cheek you're always on my mind i think of you to pass the time cause baby, it's you. give me a sign show me you care you know i like to play truth or dare when i am with you i feel a spark when you're not around the flame goes dark i want to believe this is the real deal you and me maybe it's you maybe it's me maybe it's all the things left unseen they say you get love that you deserve and i'm not afraid to give mine to you i'll give you all i've got when you look at me you tear me apart yeah baby, it's you
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Discotheque 04:09
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Holy Ghost 01:20
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Time Bomb 03:20
I've got a ticking time bomb inside of me and nobody knows I've got a ticking time bomb inside of me and it's gonna explode help me de-wire it so i don't implode i've got a ticking time bomb inside of me and nobody knows i don't want to be buried alone i've got a ticking time bomb inside of me it goes "bing-bang-bong" i've got a ticking time bomb inside of me , and time is running out i've got a ticking time bomb inside of me , gonna set it off don't wanna be buried alone
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Superstar 03:35
You sell yourself short even though you're a superstar and I wonder when you'll figure it out when will you wise up and leave this guy behind cause he doesn't seem to be worth your time when everything is effed up after you wake up you set yourself up for another heart ache and I wonder 'what more will it take?' for you to wise up and leave this boy behind cause he can't seem to make up his mind. when everything is effed up after you wake up... you're stuck like glue like gum to a shoe when will you break free to see if the grass is green when will you break free? you sell yourself short even though you're a superstar and i wonder when you'll figure it out...
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Already Gone 04:16
I looked in her eyes I saw nothing behind I looked to the sky no God to shake this feeling or send some healing She has already gone she left the room we're all alone she's already gone We wanted to save her... But she's already gone. She's packing her bag She's leaving most behind she's skipping this damn town on the run for a better life one with more breaks and less strife We wanted to stop her We wanted to get her back We wanted to keep her here But she's already gone.
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Running 04:16
running for my life catch a train and ride you can run, but you can't hide it'll track you down there's no turning back it'll take you down shadows of the night training for a fight it'll take you out
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The Path 03:11
I don't know where I'm going there but I'm going there fast if you see me wandering take me to the path Days, hours, weeks, and moments just seem to pass me by and I wonder what happened to the time it was spent staring through this empty glass and all the things I'd like to last on and off , and on and off....
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Let's Run 03:28
you've got a pretty face and a limp wrist we've gotta get outta this dead beat town before it's burnt down and buried six feet underground hey, let's run! you must go and win you must start again there is nothing left in this deadbeat town i'm tired of the talk and the violence I'm gonna break the strings of your sad violin cause you're young so let's run! get what you want. hey, let's run! you've got a pretty face and a limp wrist we've got to get outta this dead beat town they have sucked us dry and bent us over we gotta break out to find a new alibi.
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Ends Of Days 04:00
Been asleep all day sleep walking without a trace disregard my evil games I woke up in a blanket cave you tend to send me in a craze wanderin' round in a manic haze I think of you on my off days til you disappear without a trace... Will I always feel this small Will I come back Ten feet tall Will I ever earn the praise That I always seem to crave End of Days... Please forgive my evil tongue you tend to send me in a craze I'm spiraling in and out for days until I disappear without a trace End of Days...

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This is a collection of my favorite 40 tracks I recorded prior to my gender transition. Spanning fifteen years, this album features songs from various projects I was involved in between 1999-2015.

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released March 20, 2020

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Em Brownlowe Portland, Oregon

"90s-vintage indie rock with flecks of folk, grunge, riot grrrl, and plenty of old-fashioned guitar crunch!" - Portland Mercury.

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